Despite the amazing stress I am under, and the anxiety that is plaguing me in turn... I left the house today. I loaded up my ex-husband and went and ran my errands as usual. Okay, it wasn't so usual, I was anxious as hell... but I managed.
I am very proud of myself right now. Now... if I could win the lotto without paying to play it or I fall into a free house big enough for myself and my kids, preferably in the Anoka school district... I'd be in heaven instead of the hell that my life feels like it's become. I'm betting I have a better chance of being struck by lightning.
Where is Oprah or Bill Gates when I need them?